You shouldn’t think He has abadoned you
In any circumstances, you shouldn’t think He (The Almighty) has forsaken you. He know and see your resilience of your effort. He hear you and he is closer than we think. He sees your struggle, He is fully aware of your effort, your prayer. Be patient in adversity, He will not let your prayers, righteous deed be wasted, He promised in many verses, Now, believing him will strengthen your faith and you’ll have your good rewards in the end by his grace.